09
Jun
yuki <3
an old photo of our akita :)
she was just a month old here :)
where are my glasses?
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09
Jun
an old photo of our akita :)
she was just a month old here :)
30
May
The most beautiful phrase is, “… but I LOVE YOU “
and the most painful phrase is, “… I LOVE YOU but “
this quote was sent coincidentally to me as i realized that he says the most beautiful phrase meanwhile I am indirectly saying to him the most painful phrase…
29
May
I don’t know what to do or say that will help both of us be eased from any pain.
I feel guilty and depressed everytime I unintentionally hurt you…
because I can just imagine the unbearable pain of not knowing where this is going and all your efforts put to waste.
I am afraid of so much things but this i know, i do love you…
and it is for that very reason why i succumb to my fears.
Fears of regret, pain, and losing the very person who has loved me for so long and accepted me beyond my flaws.
He is, right now, the most the important boy in my life!
and I don’t want to lose him…
not NOW…
not EVER.
I wish I could tell you…
for you to know what i truly feel…
but I am uncertain of how you would feel about the circumstances that comes
with the decision that I will take you as my lover and take the risk of losing
you :’(
26
May
why is falling in love sometimes just an out of the blue feeling?
a feeling so incomprehensible which makes the heart burst and neural activity dies.
“Give me a man who is man enough to give himself just to the woman who is worth him. If that woman were me I would love him alone and forever.”
how can someone love one who is not worthy of such love? - my status in my facebook account, of which my friend, Neil, commented this: “The question of unworthiness and worthiness does not come from other people.. it has to come from the one who loves the person…:) for other people.. a person is unworthy.. but for they who love.. worthiness is simply moot and academic.. :)”
with this comment and this quote, it kind of made me understand a little bit the feelings i have had for the past few days.. though i guess, I’d be confused forever to questions like: why is love so complicated?atomic blabber.
21
Feb
“…ashes to ashes
dust to dust…”
does life really have to be that short? :(
does nothing last? :(
do i have to grow up even i still don’t want to?
now that the semester is almost ending, i am having so many fears and i tend to over think more now than ever…
after graduating this coming March (hopefully, i do graduate! oh physics please let me graduate!), i’m about to begin yet another journey of life called unemployment.
i don’t want to be a burden to my parents anymore now that i’m a young adult. i need to have job and stuff but with the economic problems of this country… i don’t think so :( with millions of college students graduating how will our government handle that?
and i don’t want to be like most of the graduates before us who go into call-center because the pay is big but that kind of job isn’t permanent. i want a stable job. i don’t mind starting with a low salary because that’s really what happens at the beginning.
aside from that, i don’t want to be stuck in a company for years. i still want to proceed to medicine or any other field that is related to my bachelor’s degree course. i have so many things that i want to do before my life ends. the pattern i’ve observed with people working in companies is that they’d give up on dreams they had because “it’s too late”, i have dreams that i wish to fulfill.
however, as what Tiana said in the movie, The Princess and the Frog, “he may didn’t have what he wanted but he had what he needed.” most of my dreams are wants and trivial minor things… like traveling the world. it is not that important really… it’s just that these maybe just “wants” but it’s the experience from this that i want to have. the want becomes a need. confusing myself and you too…
oh well, i still have a lot of things to think through…
dearest reader, good luck with life and may you be blessed always :)
-k.b.e.d
10
Feb
children nowadays can’t wait to “grow up” but grown ups would say, “enjoy your childhood. don’t be too fast or you’ll miss things.”
we should enjoy every moment of our lives :) we only live once, we might as well live it with happiness and good memories :)
the song is sexy in a way by the use of words and it somehow talks about once you’re in love or committed to something that could be good or bad to you, it usually is too late that you realize it..
the song is worth listening to :)
it basically talks about us being human: our faults, emotions, etc.
it gives light also on the thought that we are our own problem and of the environment.
08
Feb
>Rethink hanger :)
the message of this photo is simple: RECYCLE! SAVE MOTHER EARTH!
we should do so.
via quote-book
via szymon