“Where are my glasses?”

Recently, i found out that my eye vision isn’t good and if not treated or “rehabed” will cause problems in the future. So, i am now wearing correctional glasses and feels lost without it. Seeing the doctor made me think of how important taking care of one’s self is. Before I really didn’t care! I have complained dozens of times to my mother about my eye hurting but when told to go to a doctor, i refused. And now, it seems too late. However, the doctor isn’t giving up on me… so, I too won’t give up! I have to sacrifice a few things here and there just to get well… it’s a slow process but that’s better than nothing at all! Everything in life has to go through a procedure and i think this is one of them :) and I just have to go through with it!

where are my glasses is the title… want to know why? because things become extensions of our lives! it has been a week since i got my glasses but i am totally attached to it. This attachment made me think of how I was (attachment issues with family, friends, etc) with the relationships I have in life. I’m the type of person who is really - totally - gravely attached to people! Hearing or knowing about a close friend getting closer to someone else aside from me makes me angry and jealous which created (past tense because it already happened) a break off between me and a good close friend. Having the glasses made me realize that me being too attached will have to learn how to let go. I know that I will let go of my glasses once my “eye rehab” is done and will not need it until i’m a a lot older than now. PEOPLE will ALWAYS COME and GO IN and OUT of our LIVES. Being attached is good but once that person’s (or a thing’s) part is done… we have to let go and move on. Because even if these persons (or things) are no longer with us, they stay in our memories - may it be good or bad - and in our hearts as long as we live.

so, learn to let people (or things) come in and go because life is too beautiful to be stopped when they are no longer there. :)

god bless <3

love lots,

k.b.e.d